Tuesday, May 3, 2011

It's about time . . .

I'm a writer.  I always have been.  From the time I was able to write and could string words together to make coherent sentences, I have used the written word to process and to share.  Words have been my vehicle, my weapon, my paint brush.  I revel in their power, their beauty. 

Years ago, my words were taken from me.  That is my own fault.  I allowed it.  I stood by and watched it happen and didn't put up much of a fight.  I did it in the name of love, but that is no excuse.  Releasing my voice sucked the life out of me, dimmed my light.  I found myself caught in the darkness, unable to find my way back.  I stayed in that hole for a long time.  Finally, I am making my way back.  I am reclaiming that which I gave up. 

I thank God for dance because when I had no words, it gave me voice.  I will continue to dance my life for all those who care to watch.  But now it's time to speak my life again, for all those who care to listen.